Sacrifice Chapter 19

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Chapter 19

"Maan please leave, Pari will come soon" she said in shaky voice

"NO will come Geet" he said in daze

Aa......

Teri meri, meri teri prem kahani hai mushqil

Do lafzoon mein yeh bayaan na ho paaye

Ik ladka ik ladki ki yeh kahani hai nayi

Do lafzoon mein yeh bayaan na ho paaye

She is so closed to him and he wants to live on this moment.... Her denial only hurts him.

She is shocked to hear him, "No will come" and his words ringing in her ears.... She is not dump who don't understand anything.... She now understands that.... Why Daadi makes her wear this Saari..... Why she asked her help.... She is stupid to come in her trap.

Isn't obvious, Maan tell her about their.....means his feelings for her. She is clever lady and she is thought she asked for sacrifice but she plans it for them...... But she again comes in square one.... How could she think about their future.

She again wriggling in his arms on the other hand Maan knows that now she understood everything..... He not only admires her outer self but her mind or beautiful soul who is smart or caring at the same time.

Maan I can't do this, why do you understand

I understand you Geet, I understand..... But why you don't want to understand it and why are you denying your feelings for me.....we will be make our future with our children

Yes that why she doesn't want to admit it

Coz I can't give you what you want Maan..... I can't give you your heir

Now he understands what he said in flow but he talk about Raunak and Ritikesh... He knows Why she is denying?

Teri meri, meri teri prem kahani hai mushqil

Do lafzon mein yeh bayaan na ho paaye

Ik dooje se huey juda Jab ik dooje ke liye bane

Teri meri, meri teri Prem kahani hai mushqil

Do lafzon mein yeh bayaan na ho paaye

Aaa...

.

"Geet people won’ marry for their heir only moreover If you don’t want child I won’t force you. We won't go for our kids Geet...I know how much you loves Raun and Rick" she has tear in her eyes...how he so selfless...Geet our children means Raun and Rick could.

Geet is still in his arms and shocked to hear him.... He said Raun and Rick his kids.

And what about you Maan..... You don't want your own kids

Yes I want too but not in cost of you and Rick and Raun...... "I Love You and both my kiddo"

She is surprise to saw a selfless love of him... She comes out from his arms and directly sees in his eyes.

His captive eyes is melting her and it always makes her lost in it and forget the world, her responsibility, her sacrifice.

Maan I'm a selfish girl but I don't understand why you want a selfish girl in your life.

He is shocked to listen her, how could she is selfish.... She is selfless girl who he ever counters.

You are not a selfish girl Geet but

I'm Maan... I'm... When my Di and Jiju need me, I was not there for them but when I need them, they are stand at my side... She said her heart to him for the first time she share her pain or grieve with someone.

I'm most selfish girl Maan.... My Di take care of my everything and she cares like mother after our more demise... She was standing like a wall between this cruel world and me... But in return what she get....

She wants to live Maan...with her loving husband... Her kids but what she get after giving so much to me.....Nothing Maan.... Nothing.... SHE GET NOTHING.

You know Why Maan, she like Jiju when they are in twelfth class but alway buck out just coz of me.....

And me unaware of her dreams.... Her desire of fulfill my dreams and my desire forgive and she makes my dreams her own....  My Di Avni and Jiju Raman does lots of me but I did nothing to them.

I was so bold Maan.... So bold enjoys my life without thinking about her for a second..... I thought she is happy with her life.... Why I never noticed..... I'm failed.... I'm failed.

When I come to know about Jiju Proposes Di and Di said no to him then I realized for the first time.... My Avni Di sacrifices... She sacrifices her happiness for my sake. She is my mother a real mother Maan.

She broke down and Maan hear the pain in her words.... She is really regretting about her ignorance towards her but she is not at fault right.... He thinks

He takes her in his embrace and her back. He knows she is very brave or hard from outer but still have heart of girl which is not emotional stable today. She needs a comfort and he is ready to gives her that too.

She is again try to speak but  Maan didn’t let her speak any further which gives her pain and he said, "Shhhhhhhh" but Geet said no Maan please don't stop ne today Otherwise I never get courage to share it with you.

She again starts, I like him so asked to marry her whether she said yes or no coz I know she will be happy WITH HIM.... We forcefully make her marry with her own love just coz of me.

You know what Maan, her sacrifice didn't end there.... She and Jiju abort their first kid...... And reason is same "Geet" me..... She laughed and tears fell for her eyes........I HATE MYSELF MAAN.

I'm killer..... I killed an innocent kid.....an unborn kid..... God surely punish me for this..

Maan want to say that she is not at fault but he knows she is not in the conditions to understand it.

Maan Di and Jiju, killed their own first baby coz of me.... They thought they divided their love for already and bow if baby comes then they ignores me..... According to them I'm their first or last kid..... They won't want to their own kids.

Maan I'm adult enough that time but still they sacrifice their sign of love for me.....and what I'm doing if I accept your love or my feelings.... It's not betrayal..... It's not I'm selfish.

Maan di and Jiju gives me responsibility to take care of them and give a bit love, they still doesn't want any burden but I could I forget their sacrifice.

Tumse dil jo lagaya toh jahaan maine paaya

Kabhi socha na tha yun meelon door hoga saaya

Kyun khuda tune mujhe aisa khwaab dikhaya

Jab haqiqat mein usey todna tha

They died just coz of me.....I'm not only a murderer but murderer of 3 people. They live for my happiness and what I give in return.

Co of me Raun and Rick lost their parents love.... I'm the sole reason for their incomplete life.....I'm the sole reason.....

That why Maan I can't say yes to you as well as me. I don't know why I'm still alive Maan.

And it broke his patience, he scream "Geeettt" dare you said it again

Aa....

Ik dooje se huye judaa, jab ik dooje ke liye bane

Teri meri, meri teri prem kahani hai mushqil

Do lafzon mein yeh Bayaan na ho paaye

He wants to make her understand that she is not selfish... She is not murderer..... Its their fate nothing else. Yes her Di and Jiju did. Loads for her but still they wants her happiness which she ignore. Her Di and Jiju wants her to live successful or beautiful life and she ignores it and try to pay them The tribute in return but love never demand in return.

Teri meri baaton ka har lamha

Sab se anjaana, do lafzoon mein yeh

Bayaan na ho paaye

They did lots for her and blessed her life and she wants to sacrifice it in regretting.

She is not in conditions to understand all this and he respects her feeling.

After sometime he said and now he confident about it and know it’s needed and her right to know about his feeling too, "Geet till now I listen to you and Now I expect you will listen to me very carefully….Geet I won't say I'll be there every time beside but I'll be there when you need me...Geet I'm in love with you when I saw you at first, I never lost myself but I lost my heart when at the spot when my eyes is laid on you but I tried to ignore my feeling and take my frustration on you Coz I thought you belongs to someone else but when I come to know that you are single mother I'm so happy coz I can have you...I know it’s only my side of feeling but I thought I'll convinced you, somewhere I know you are not easy going" He smile a little and still holding her and her bare back touch his taunt chest..."But last time when you run from me I thought I'll lost myself  and thought to do something irrelevant" He added

"maan please leave me" her voice is chocked after his confession but she have responsibility and she has to fulfill her without caring her feeling.

"Geet you di wants you happy" he once again try

"I can't Maan and my happiness is with Raunak and Ritikesh.... Please move on Maan..... "Don't say something like that Maan...I don't deserve you, you are great but not me Maan….Its time I’ll pay them off a bit of their SACRIFICE." she replied with her closed eyes as she know if she saw him then she will melt like wax.

Har ehsaas mein tu hai

Har ik yaad mein tera afsaana

Do lafzon mein yeh bayaan na ho paaye

He knows now she can't change her mind..... Her love and feeling of sacrifice won't allow her to move on with him. He loves her and only her not anyone else..... A true is not when you stop loving the person who is worthwhile but can't reciprocate feeling just coz she wants to fulfill her responsibility...

Aaaa...

Sara din bit jaaye, Saari raat jagaye

Bas khayal tumhara lamha lamha tadpaye

Yeh tadap keh rahi hai mit jaaye faasle

Yeh Tere mere darmayaan hai Jo saare

"You know what Geet a moment back I only love you from bottom of my heart but now I respect you and your decision" He said genuinely "but don't asked me move on.....a human loves only one time, dies one time and marry....."

"One time" she replied with tears in her eyes and smiles on her face.

Ik dooje se huey juda Jab ik dooje ke liye bane

Teri meri baaton ka har lamha Sab se anjaana

Do lafzon mein yeh Bayaan na ho paaye

Geet for the first time won't hold back her feeling and takes him in her embrace..... And hugs him tight.

They both have tear in their eyes...NOW BOTH ARE READY FOR SACRIFICE THEIR LOVE...

Har ehsaas mein tu hai har ik yaad mein tera afsaana

Do lafzon mein yeh bayaan na ho paaye

Teri meri, meri teri prem kahani hai mushqil

Do lafzon mein yeh bayaan na ho paaye

Geet doesn't want to hurt him but unknowingly she does but she can't ignore her cutie pies. Her life.

"Daddy" Raun and Rick said

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